A collection of trip reports and articles, detailing my adventures over the years. Comments and shared experiences always welcome, whether I know you or not.
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Sunday, 11 October 2020
Smugglers Way
I wanted to attempt it Saturday 3rd October before the days got too short, but I wasn’t very well and there were very strong winds forecast so I postponed it a week. That gave me a change to do more prep too, as I’ve never felt so under-prepared for a route. I was following the route as given in the gpx on the FKT website, but I found a detailed trip report by a guy who had walked it following the instructions in the original Smugglers’ Way booklet, so I used this to re-plot the route in more detail, and to familiarise myself with all the sections. I decided to go unsupported, carrying all my food and drink in my pack. My pack was 6.3kg starting weight, and 3kg finishing weight by the time I had drunk all my water and eaten my snacks. I wouldn’t say all my prep went perfectly – my printer ran out of ink and yellow/pink OS maps aren’t so easy to see on route. I printed a mixture of 1:25k maps for the moorland sections and 1:50 for the road section, but I missed a section of moor so navigated off my phone for that. I also forgot to take chlorine tablets but it turned out I had enough water. I also wasn’t 100% fit and well yet, I had constipation after a week of diarrhoea – that sorted itself out on route though!!
The route itself was fantastic, if tough. I ate my first sweet chestnuts of the year, picking a couple of up before I squashed them underfoot. I surprised a deer on a quiet, overgrown footpath, and later a buzzard. I saw the lake where King Arthur was supposedly given Excalibur by the Lady of the Lake. I went the wrong way through a field, following the perimeter rather than cutting straight across, and walked past a bull I could have avoided. There were a lot more cows after that, but I used my 2020-learnt cow whispering skills and all was fine there. I was glad I thought to pack gloves, I wore them for most of the first half, but the weather was pretty kind, there were several patches of light rain but nothing that made me hide my phone in my dry bag. I initially tried to keep a heart rate cap of 153, but it kept creeping up to 160 and later on I could only go at one speed so I didn’t bother looking.
I’m not sure why the route takes such a convoluted zig zag path between the disused Davidstow airport and Rough Tor, there didn’t seem to be any point for the zig zags down to the plantation but I followed the route, not wanting to cut corners. I hadn’t been looking forward to the moorland bit since this was the one part of the route I had been to before – we’d set off for Brown Willy and given up at Rough Tor, and now I had to do both, but the sun came out for that bit and lifted my spirits. Only for a moment though – on the way down Rough Tor I twisted my knee on one of the loose boulders and wrench a tendon at the top of my calf which was excruciating. Gutted – just over 21km into a 58 k route (I usually work in miles but I had my watch set on km still from a recent 5k). I took ibuprofen and stretched it out. I had to walk all the steep descents but thankfully it was fine on most other terrain, and got better the further I went. It still caught me out unexpectedly on some later descents leaving me hopping around and yelling in agony, but there was no way I was giving up, and mostly it behaved.
What didn’t behave was my watch. Firstly, it gave me the ‘one hour to go’ warning twice as quicky as usual, so I plugged it in, and it took a full 10km to charge. Then - I had a lift arranged at the other end and I used my quarter times to work out what time to ask them to collect me. I then realised that when my watch said I was 3/4 of the way (43.5km) I’d actually only run 38km. It’s because I had my watch on medium gps accuracy (and the FKT website says powersave gps mode is fine), but I forgot how unrealiable it is then, it’s been a while since I ran an ultra distance). It’s supposed to only sample less often, but it seems to lose the gps too. In the Kilminorth woods towards Looe there were huge stretches where it lost GPS, although this has the silver lining that it offset against the longer mileage from before, and when I finished the total distance exactly correlated to that from the route that I had plotted.
My watch issues and my knee pain made me quite dejected for the second half of the route, but I still enjoyed the scenery. My favourite part was the West Looe river higher up, around Herodsfoot I think, but I was still using my phone to navigate from here and it didn’t show me the town names and it all passed in a bit of a blur. There were all sorts of interesting steps and staircases taking you up to a higher path whenever the lower one was about to run out in the water. I also enjoyed the road sections – I am not normally a road runner, but it was so much easier on my knee. There were so many sections of this route that were rough underfoot, usually with an obvious route along a channel between two walls, but through grass with no track, usually I’d relish this but today it was just painful. The final hill was a killer and quite unexpected too – why doesn’t the path take the lower route by the river?? It would be more consistent, and flatter! That part really dragged. I was thankful when I came out of the trees and could see Looe ahead and the concrete walkway. The section through town down to the Pier was familiar as I’d done that on a coast path run. And there it was – the pier. I couldn’t believe I had done it, harbour to harbour all the way across Cornwall from coast to coast! When I reached the first quarter point in 2:25 I hoped I could finished in under 10 hours, a nice round number. Due to my knee and the terrain this gradually slipped and my final time was 10:37:03 (strava elapsed time. My watch said 10:34:48 but I am not sure this is genuine elapsed time, as I paused and (very quickly) resumed twice to try and force is to look for the gps again when I came out of the woods)). The time didn’t matter though – that was just an secondary aim set as I run to keep my motivation up – the main challenge was just to complete it, and I had!
Wednesday, 26 August 2020
4 years as an open water swimmer
Synchro squad 1990 |
I did my first open water swim on 18th August 2016, at Astbury Mere in Cheshire. That’s not to say I hadn’t thought about it before – I have always been a bit of a waterbaby, first synchronised swimming ages 9 to 12, then lifesaving. In 1994 aged 14 I went to lifesaving classes every week and almost went to an open water swim in Poole harbour but it never came off. I also looked at swimming in local gravel pits but that never happened either. So, now 36, I was standing in a borrowed wetsuit on the shore of the mere as a guest of the local tri club NTC who I later joined. On entry I was encouraged to take a few moments to get water down my wetsuit to acclimatise, then I was off, with some companions to guide me round. The lap was marked out by buoys and was 400m, and I was surprised by how hard it was. Until then I’ve never found it a struggle to swim, I get bored way before I get tired (and I once swam 5.5 miles in 4.5 hours as a child for a sponsored pool swim), but here I was constricted by a the too-small wetsuit and my goggles steamed up. I managed three individual laps then I was knackered, but at the same time I really relished the experience of swimming without touching anything but water, with no walls to turnaround at.
Astbury Mere with Newcastle Tri Club |
In early 2018 I bought my own wetsuit and made one session at the mere with the tri club where it all finally started to click (see separate article here: https://newcastletriclub.co.uk/?p=4732), but shortly after, I fairly unexpectedly moved across the country for work and started again in Pembrokeshire. I joined a new tri club but they didn’t do regular open water sessions, so it was just down to individual inspiration to arrange get-togethers. Keen to make the most of the sea being on my doorstep, one day I met up with one of the club members at Broadhaven West. We swam out into the bay then turned parallel to the shore to swim to a rock at the far side. It was quite the experience. There was a sizeable swell with accompanying surf, which I wasn’t used to at all. I was too alarmed to swim crawl and breathe facing the shore, as then I wouldn’t be able to see the waves coming towards me, so I swam breaststroke to start, in order to be aware of the surf before it hit me. The trouble with breaststroke though is that you don’t go up and down with the swell like you do with crawl, and every wave hit me in the face, making it pretty hard to breathe. I eventually talked myself into swimming crawl, facing away from the waves and going with the swell and trying not to panic that I would get engulged by an early-breaking wave, and we swam about 1 mile, but it was quite the eye-opener, and a useful baseline to refer back to later. It was also the first time I had seen a tow float, although I didn’t get my own for a few more months.
Abereiddy Blue Lagoon |
Later that month we swam in Solva harbour by the light of
the full moon, my first introduction to full moon swimming (an interest I have
continued since), and the Bluetits used the emotive Turkisk word Yakamoz
(moonlight on water) to title the swims. The cold was a massive obstacle for me
that evening, I already felt cold and getting into icy water was a hurdle my
brain just wouldn’t surmount in any particularly useful way. The entry to the
harbour was down a slipway, and I walked at a constant yet glacially slow snail’s
pace into the water, getting gradually deeper over the course of maybe 15 minutes,
while the rest of the group swam out and round one of the boats two or three
times. If you filmed it as a timelapse and sped it up so I was walking normal
speed, the rest of the swimmers would have been flitting around the harbour in jerky
high-speed motion. I finally got my shoulders under and swam round the boat,
keen to see the bioluminescence that many swimmers mentioned as they passed me
on their way back in, but I just couldn’t seem to see it.
The Bluetits host a chill swim challenge over the winter
months, to swim in skins for 10 minutes twice a month from November to March,
and on 1st November I was at Tenby beach with them, at night, ready for
my first chill swim tick. Stood on the beach I couldn’t visualise getting into
the water and swimming, how can you do something if you can’t even picture it? All
I could do was walk forward into the unknown and see what happened. It’s a flat,
shallow beach, meaning the entry was nearly as slow as at Solva as we waded
out, and I screamed at the cold on each part of me. Really screamed. It took me
more than 10 minutes to get my shoulders under and by then everybody else was
heading back in, I had only just begun swimming. As we left, a boat arrived with
a searchlight blaring – drawn by my screams, how embarrassing.
First sea swim of 2019 |
On the 24th June with TEDs, encouraged by some of the other swimmers, I did my first skins swim of the year. The screaming was back! It took me 12 full minutes to get my shoulders in even though the water was 15 degrees, and then I swam for 12 minutes. But looking back, this was the proper start of my progression to skins and was probably the making of me. In July, the main Devon Wild Swimming group was hosting a Unicorn challenge to swim for so many hours in skins, and on the 14th I earnt my 1 hour Unicorn badge, repeating it the week after.
The tri club only ran their open water sessions until September, and there are so many swim and run groups in the South West providing opportunities to partake in the individual disciplines that I gave up the triathlons as I don’t particularly enjoy cycling anyway. I do, however, prefer to swim for distance rather than just for the experience and the feeling of the water, which is why for me I call it “open water swimming”, rather than the currently popular term “wild swimming”, although that’s not to say I don’t value the environment I am swimming in. In Devon there are a mix of swimmers, some who dip for the cold-water immersive benefits, and others who swim for distance. I found two groups of swimmers in my area that do longer swims – the TEDs, and a group of mermaid friends that are an offshoot of the Torbay Shoal group.
Breakwater swim, leaving the boats |
Polar Bear December solstice swim |
Winter brought a new challenge, or at least a second bash at
a familiar one. Mama Bear, the lady that runs the Devon Wild Swimming group, runs
a Polar Bear challenge which is similar to the chill swim challenge that the
Bluetits ran, but has a massive uptake nationally and beyond. There are different
levels, but I ended up entering gold: swim 250m twice a month from November to
march, and a total of 5km over that time period, with just a swimming costume
and standard swim hat - no wetsuit, no neoprene, no woolly hat, no gloves. I
thought it would be really hard due to my persistent inability to get into the
water. Well what do you know, it wasn’t! Firstly I was very lucky and we had a
mild winter, but the rivers and lidos did go down to about 6-7 degrees at times.
Secondly, I still got in gradually, but it wasn’t all that much harder to get
in than any other day throughout the summer, and I’d had enough practise at
that by now. My lovely mermaid friends and I met regularly at Torbay and
occasionally elsewhere and enjoyed the camaraderie of the challenge.
Sometimes got the old fire in my body that I felt that first
time back in the Blue Lagoon in Pembrokeshire. I found that for me there were
stages of a cold swim – for the first couple of minutes you’re cold and it
feels insane to be doing what you’re doing); then you’re in and swimming around
and you know that at the very least you can do what you came to do (if the fire
is to come, it precedes this stage); then after 10-15 minutes (depending on how
cold it really is) you feel warm, honest to god genuine warmth, and it’s lovely
- to have defeated that miserable day to be able to experience something
incredible, with all the walkers in their woolly hats and duffel coats looking
at you from the promenade as if you’re mad. The stage after that is that you
get cold again, and that’s when you get out, because nobody wants to find out what
the stage is after that! I really did love this challenge, despite it being
hard and me questioning my sanity at times. I’ve suffered from winter blues all
my life in various intensities, and tried various things to fight it, but most
of the time you just feel like you’re doing something that would be much more
fun if the weather was sunny. This was different, this was an experience that
was solely for the cold days, embracing them rather than fighting them, and I
was living it. The shivers afterwards and inability to speak due to a frozen
jaw quickly became normal and each time I went I seemed to have a new piece of
kit in my after-swim arsenal to be better prepared – woolly hat, snowboarding trousers,
flask of hot squash, mesh to stand on, knitted foot wraps to wear until I could
get my feet dry.
"BIG5", Leap-day Hares |
As
the restrictions eased swimming opportunities started to increase, before I
knew it I was accidentally achieving my aims for the year despite the pandemic,
so once I realised this I started to focus on them consciously and swam more
often. I swam at many different bays that I had not previous visited – Meadfoot,
the salmon leaps on the Teign, the Exe in the city, the Dart at Totnes and
Dartmoor, at Budleigh, the London Bridge arch near Torquay, and other places
beyond. I also swam over a school of dogfish which count as sharks and wasn’t
freaked out by those either – mostly because I didn’t realise what they are
until afterwards! I made my peace with crystal jellyfish and compasses, after
an initially freak-out when I saw my first of the former and didn’t know what
it was. I touched my first ever jellyfish in July (accidentally of course),
followed by 2 more in the dark on a full moon swim, which actually helped loads
and they’re surprisingly firm and I stopped thinking of them as the slugs of
the sea. I still haven’t been stung though, at least not knowingly, but my
hands are so numb when I swim and my skin so prickly I’m not sure I’d ever
notice. For some time I
was feeling the cold, and only lasting 35 minutes before my hands went numb,
but on a swoosh (one way with the current) down the Dart at Totnes, I went past
35 minutes, then 45, then pushed on to pass the hour mark, equalling last year’s
best effort.
Something
started to niggle me though, and that was my speed of entry. My usual approach
was to creep in, allowing each sensitive body part to warm up before
introducing the next - feet, groin, boobs, armpits, shoulders. It was usually
3-5 minutes to complete this process before I could lift my feet up to swim,
which was starting to hinder me on group swims. People had proffered all sorts
of tips - blowing bubbles, splashing the back of the neck - but nothing helped,
it was a mental block from the sensory overload of the cold. I had only managed
an immediate entry 5 times - once in large waves breaking on a beach shelf
where you couldn’t hang about or you’d get tumbled, twice in the lido training
for the ice gala, and twice for the gala itself, but without these rare motivators
it was the usual slow creep. However, one day it dawned on me that I was no better
at getting in water of 16 degrees than I had been of 6 degrees, when all round
me there were non-acclimatised holiday makers splashing around like it was a
heated pool. And what’s more I had once been one of those holidaymakers. So I
started to work on some visualisation - a powerful tool employed in coaching
for various sports, and I had a hunch it would be helpful as even when imagining
it in my mind I could never get in the water fast. I also identified that as my
brain couldn’t visualise me getting in the water, the expectation of the future
stopped at that point and my brain therefore no longer knew that I actually
enjoy being in the water when I am in, so I fed it that information
consciously, to bypass the block. On 28th July, standing Compass jellyfish
Synchro memories in Torbay |
With this new entry method, and surpassing an hour in the water, I felt much happier planning distance swims with mermaid friends as they no longer need to wait for me at the start, and I have, with relish, completed some of my other objectives for this year - a swim round Burgh island, a 4km linear coastline swim, and swimming for over an hour in skins.
Endurance badges with mermaid friends |
The
journey is far from over, I have way more I want to achieve. Running is still
my main activity but open water swimming is a very close second. Now it’s nearly polar bear season again, and
this year I have my sights set on Jedi, where you actively have to seek out
water down to 5 degrees in addition to the other requirements. Will I manage it? I don’t mind if I don’t, because my
target is not the achievement I get at the end, but the learning I experience
along the way. I do this because it’s hard and it challenges me, not because it’s
easy. Open-water swimming, to me, is way more than just swimming.